cicak, setupiak

no.. im not greeting the lizard on my wall....

hint: click

Posted by somedogzfreak at 01:38 am

Posted by somedogzfreak at 05:32 am

Kool-Aid is an artificially-flavored soft drink concentrate made by Kraft Foods. Kool-Aid is sold as a powder to be mixed with water, and versions are made with and without sugar as well as with an artificial sweetener

Mr Khool-Aid is a sincerely-flavored softie concentrate made by Fat Foods. Khool-Aid appears to be a machomacho man, but upon mixing with water, love and some fat, turns into a buddy who'll Aid u thru the tough times and laugh with u thru the good ones!

Posted by somedogzfreak at 01:57 am

i've come to realise my faith hope and standards were to a huge extent built not on a solid foundation of my own but merely leaning on the various rocks in my life.

some rocks were taken away.

some drifted off.

some fell apart on their own accord.

and so my building blocks swayed staggered and shattered. no not really shattered. it's more of a domino effect. like a house made of a deck of cards falling in slow motion.

am i hinting at a blame pointing away from myself? no. not really.

then what? .... just whining.

who are you? ..dianne..
but who are you? ..studies-gifted girl with the big eyes..
but WHO are you? ..i dunno.. i think it matters more whose i am than who i am..

and so then.. Whose are you? ...the Creator's... i guess..
and how would you identify this relationship? ...i dunno..
what do you have to show for it? ...nothing really.... no nothing at all...

so. whose.. and WHO are you? ..........
oh fishes in the sea i DONT KNOW.

Posted by somedogzfreak at 07:05 pm

sometimes i wonder if this is substanceless.. i may hear you trying to convince me of its importance and uniqueness but you may also be a recycler of words.. and this might be you going thru the motions again, as you've done so many times before. with so many other people before.

what does the word love hold for you?

i hopped on for the ride... now i don't know where's my stop to get off....

Posted by somedogzfreak at 11:03 pm

currently heart-ing stevie ray.. the slower blues side. oohlala.. haha..
much to my own relief, i think i'm done with my emo playlist. back to blues. n easy listenin stuff. good.

my bad habits are taking a toll on me.

Life without you, all the love you passed my way
The angels have waited for so long, now they have their way
Take your place
[srv - life without you]

(yes, bestie, i know u told me the wonders of srv before)

Posted by somedogzfreak at 01:34 am

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore

What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again

I didn't have the strength to fight
suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you

What a feeling...

...in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine

I'm yours and suddenly you're mine

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

i've never been in love before, i never knew what love was for


What a feeling in my soul

Love burns brighter than sunshine

Brighter than sunshine

Let the rain fall, i don't care

I'm yours and suddenly you're mine

Suddenly you're mine

and it's brighter than sunshine

I got a feeling in my soul ...

[aqualung - brighter than sunshine]

a pavlova is a fan of pavarotti. =)

Posted by somedogzfreak at 12:08 am

i wish i could whisk us away to a parallel world somewhere out there.... and only return when we're ready, and time would've waited for us..

Posted by somedogzfreak at 11:59 pm

i guess this is as unconventional as it gets.

is love received sposed to make me feel so guilty??????

you say this is compromise. but on whose part?

i vowed before never to say those three words flippantly again.. but when is the right time to let go?

Posted by somedogzfreak at 04:06 am

if you knew forever would never be a remote possibility,

would you hold back

or

would you give it your all, for numbered moments of heightened passion and emotions?

a friend said to me after lunch.. you gotta find your passion.
and.. i dont know how to explain it.. i'll just say... insecurites have got the better of me, along with the tiredness of constant searching.

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[all american rejects - move along]

oh oh oh btw. i found it really amusing when i was switchin channels, and yknow the song title bar thingy tt appears at the beginnin n end of each song. yeah well mtv was showin a mtvasia music awards nominees vid, and the artist and song name caught my eye.. it was...
A DU.. singing I DO... how befitting dontcha think. haha..

I can see hearts carved on a tree
Letters intertwine for all time, yours and mine that was fine
Though we go on our seperate way
Still the memory stays for always
My heart says Danke Shoen
[ella fitzgerald - danke shoen]

Posted by somedogzfreak at 10:10 pm